Many people act different is certain situations, I am one of them. I wish I wasn't. I ALSO wish that people wouldn't judge me based on how i act or my skin, or what I look like, because then they wouldn't get to know the real me. But I'm not entirely sure that I want people to know the real me, just yet. I'm scared. Not of what people will think (I don't give a crap) but of how my life will change, better or worse? I'm super sorry for doing this lame post, but I needed someone to vent to, and you read my post. I'm not gonna tell you why I needed to vent. It's stupid. But don't you feel like that too, sometimes? Maybe it's just me. I guess the real reason I want people to know the real me is to make friends. Don't get me wrong I have some pretty flippin' awesome friends out there, but there are some who don't act like it all the time. I need a friend(s) that will stick with me, sorry who ever that is...., and will listen to me, and actually CARE about me. And I do have some, but for those of you who know me, know my self-essteem is the worst. On a scale of 1-10..... it's like a -32. SOMEONE CHEER ME UP PLEASE.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
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AWWWW. Gives virtual hug. I care about you. But we never see each other :'(. I know how you feel trust me. Come to my house one day me you and naighborhoodblogger will hang out :)
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