I feel bored.

Boredom is something people take for granted. Now that I'm on spring break I realized how amazing being bored can be. Not having to worry or be stressed out over some stupid school thingy, I took the time to do things I never would have regularly done. I walked to my friends house and swam at her pool when the pool was freezing. Ok so I've done that one before. But, I also took the time to mediate. And let me tell you its the most blissful thing I have even done. It was like being one with nature. Obviously, you have to meditate outside. It's pretty fantastic being equal with the world around you, let me tell you something. Oh and I also bought clothes I've always wanted but didn't have the guts to buy them. Yup, I have entirely established "my style." it's like what ive always wanted to be. I love it. Oh and I have this party (well, what the one party seventh grader goes to? Barmitvah!) and I kinda wanted new shoes so I got my first pair of high heels! Whoop Dee doo..... They are only like an inch off the ground (still, one inch taller than everyone else) which is good because according to the wii fit, I find myself falling over when I walk. Ok so, sometimes. But I put on the dress that I am going to wear with the shoes annnnnnnd I looked freaking awesome. For like once in my life. What was I talking about again?

I wish I wish I wish.....

It's a game I invented, and itsmostlyjust to entertain myself when I'm walking home from school. Try it! I'll start:
I wish I wish i wish..... I lived an adventurous life. A kick butt, wow Sharkie's so fierce, doesn't need anyone to depend on for her safety.

I wish I wish I wish...... I didn't have so many stupid health problems

I wish I wish I wish....... I had wings and could fly and be a part of a flock.

I wish I wish I wish......... I could stop wishing and start acting.

But I cant, because my dreams are too big. Wait, i don't believe that. Be right back, I'm going to go make my dreams come true.

I'd love to hear you playing I wish I wish I wish, but I'd much rather be hearing you acting on them.

Happy Wednesday!

MY GRANDMA IS COMING TODAY!!!!!!!
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAY.
I am so happy. School has been suckey lately, and this is just AMAZING! Another thing that i am happy about is that there is this literary fair going on and im going to enter two of my newest poems! Cross your fingers that i get in! unless your mean d=and want to crush my dreams of being a world-renowned poet. In that case, you can go die in a hole. Or, you can fall off a cliff. I can push you if you'd like. It wouldnt be a problem. :D
So yeah, im in a good mood. and to make it even better, im starting my new story today on a really awesome new notebook!



Yeah, i have no life.

Making Dinner

Im making meatloaf for dinner tonight.
It sounds gross, but its just like an over-sized hamburger...
UHHHHHHH CUTTING ONIONS MAKES ME CRY....
im going to go and watch glee to make me feel better.

Some Odd Recollection of my Dreams

Ok, so here goes my first one.

We were in a long hallways, with blue floors and pink walls. I think it was an airport. I was walking with a couple of my close friends, and then like everyone else that i know was behind me. One of my friends that was right next to me kept trying to hold my hand, which i grabbed, and then let go of. (IT WAS A BOY, NO WORRIES.) All of a sudden, one of my friends stopped. I looked at them, and i was like, erm, what the- and all of a sudden, they lunged at me. Then, ALL of my friends stopped, and then suddenly lunged at me. WHAT THE HECK, THEY WERE TRYING TO KILL ME. In like a vampire, i wanna suck your blood kinda way. So i was running, and running, and running my pants off (not literally.) but you know how like in dreams, you run, but you don't get like he burning sensation you get when you run in real life? I personally love the run in my dreams. Ok, so then i was running over this moving-hilly place, trying to avoid them, and all of a sudden they stopped. Then they were back to normal. But, as soon as it had stopped, it started again. So, they were catching up to me, and it hit me-coffee would stop this. I don't know how or why, but i knew it would work. So i ran to a random Starbucks, and then i found two rejected coffee cups. So i like, forced then=m it to drink t, and then they weren't trying to kill me anymore. They said sorry, and one like broke down crying saying OH MY GOSH IM SORRY SO SORRY I WOULD NEVER TRY TO KILL YOU!!!! (I laughed) so yeah, that was one of my dreams. Then i had another one, where i won this dream house, and it was awesome. then i woke up, and was sad.......

Incapable to Snap

It's a weakness of mine, i must admit.

So there is this game i play on my I PAD (IN YOUR FACE NICOLAS LOPEZ) called Bakery Story and it's like amazing buuuuut..... i kinda get into trouble when i play it. There is this kid, well actually TWO kids who are really agrivating. One commented on my friends wall of her bakery and said that it was a stupid name. which got me MAD and then we got in a huge fight, but i must admit, death-threats aside, it was kinda fun. So, as my bakery thrived, another bother-some kid came along. He wasworse than the other, insulting me and my friend like CRAZY. I mean it was stupid stuff, but nevertheless, it was annoying. But, again, funny. My bakery's name is Lottie's Bakery, and, according to my messages, i live in France, have a boyfriend named Pierre, and i recently moved there from my boring house in Oregon. Im still learning French, but my neighbor (my friend who is also in on the lies) who has lived in France her whole life, is helping me out. She doesn't know much english, and she always sees Pierre in the town square.


My jaw hurts.

~ Sharkie/Lottie.

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